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終於,我重拾我最愛的鍾怡雯散文集

其實這是我回台第一本讀的中文書
因為我一開始很擔心我的英文會因為環境和閱讀習慣的影響而退化
可是我實在受不了我打字甚至有時候說話會變成"西式"用法
就和我當初一到國外想的一樣,散文的模式像是充斥在血液中的因子,輕輕招喚就可以勾勒出文體,用詞的形象

雖然說是獨白居多,說是腹誹也好
白話點就是自言自語
但是,不是像自顧自地低語喃喃
比較近似耽溺於和自己的靈魂交手,如此不可臆測
畢竟,感觸像我過敏的鼻子
一碰到令自己過敏的事就如貓般地豎直背毛
字字珠璣在反覆思考的滲濾後,就變成另自己回味的過往
就像是你會說"回憶是泡過福馬林記憶"
我想,不管未來有多麼不可測
即使,我也喜歡眺向無盡的遠方
有了這些
使我覺得時間有了情緒和音符,早先一步從過去等待未來的自己

其實耽戀於一個人沒有什麼不好的
只是很危險罷了
大概像是把自己泡入蜜釀的酒裡
什麼都是甜得放不了手並沉醉吟詠至雙頰酡紅
也只有在時間的推移下
現實才會賞個脆辣的耳光

這種念頭不時跳脫出既有的框架
魂像是放盪不羈的獸,也輕的在轉瞬間被風輕輕捲起
它使我有了對美評斷的好惡,世界因有了它的左右變得更不可理喻
而你,卻輕易的將它擄走,比風還要輕的手腳
只在一束煙火盛開頃刻之間就被你收服進口袋
不,正確來說,是我太信任它
我以為它將與我廝守終身的
乍看與眾人無異的我,其實已經比一般人少了19克的魂
其實這來的不算太唐突
它早就有一直告訴我你身上有種無法比擬,令它放鬆氣息
據說那是股有如菸草般的魑魅氣息
替我們的見面多了一層神秘....

有狗之直坦,貓之狐媚

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我以為我已深悉台北的悶濕黏膩
沒想到汗皰疹蓄勢待發
指上滿布白色環狀皮屑的戰績
無法凝成字語的感觸,無法表露得體的情緒
隨著梅雨綿密地傾倒在我曾經熟悉的城市
也同時增加島民的焦慮煩躁

teardrops on my guitar by Taylor Swift


Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

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