In This Enchanted World II

I thought I know what I pursuit for, yet in the end, there are several twists in life.
I'm still not sure if it's what I want.
How devastating...

I love my free spirit back around college time.
I was so freely to experience those variety things, like people, movies, books and places I just feel like to go.
I miss all those delight moments I created for myself, just for me no one else.
I was single back then but happy with my own fantasies about life, future and just everything.